uhm... near death.. well Ive been depressed enough to consider it, but then I found it even more patethic thinking about escaping like that ^^" I mean I never really talked about it to any one so it really yeah well bleh it's like no.. just no that's sad. XD
Uhm the natural way... well I was in a carcrash once...
But really.. no wanna talk abot it >.>" and I AM alright now XD not always been that way... and not that long ago I felt myself getting back in that state.. just that I hate myself then.. so I try to sort of ... eh @.@ hard to explain XD so yeah I just wont >.>" not important anyway
I'm perfectly fine ^^