In about five years or so your station will be higher than where it is now but there is still a disconnect between what you actually know and what you think you know. Even ten years from now there will be a disconnect between what you think your place in the world is and where it actually is.
The world is a big place and you are still very much a child. Not because of your age, i.e., the number 18 but simply because you haven't "experienced" enough of this world. You are like a child who thinks they can sit at the adults table. You cannot. You haven't reached "that" level yet.
At your age you're caught between the last snippest of adolescent vulnerability and your adult need, your craving, your right to assert your independence. For those reasons and many others you have a befuddled way of seeing things. You think you know more than you actually do. I'm not calling you an idiot or anything. You're quite smart for someone your age and when it comes to responsibility, you seem to have your shit together. However, because of your successes you think more highly of yourself than you ought. You hold onto the childish belief that you are wise when you are not. Wisdom comes with divine inspiration. While experience yields expertise. You're intelligent yes, but you're neither wise nor experienced so you should not live as you do with the level of conceit that you have.
Oh that. :) OF COURSE. People who hate me also hate that particular aspect of me. You might not believe me but I actually don't care one way or the other. That's how I see the situation. My eyes and my perceptions determine reality and so if it is my view that the situation was taken care of, it was. But because somehow, it wasn't, my confusion I suppose is to be blame for the current crisis. I can plainly see why you find it hard to believe me. That I understand. Your place in the world? It doesn't have anything to do with your race, it's more on account of your youth.
Which is why I ask why the venom? If you were Blinx, Dori, or who was it? Getsu yes. If you were any of those three then I would simply write you off as a fool. However, you are not and so I must wonder if there is bad blood between us, why?
I don't have any issue with you other than the fact that you don't know your place in the world. Few do. Of course you will be humbled at some point even if it is not by my hand.
Noex my dear apprentice. I suppose I must apologize to you. My aim is to ensure that people know as little about me as possible and I admit that sometimes, well, many times this causes violent emotions to linger as a result of misunderstandings. When I consider a matter to be of no importance it has no importance. If I say a matter is resolved, it is resolved because I have decreed it as such. My world is created by my perceptions and thus what I say and what I think are law. So when I said that the situation between us was done with I actually thought it was done with. You might find that arrogant and it may be so but that's how I am. So I was not aware that you placed the blame on my shoulders after I put the matter to rest.
Actually that is the point. That's the entire point Noex. You have an issue with Zero Phoenix. So instead of running around the issue like a coward, be a man and talk about it. When you're ready to at least attempt to act like an adult you know how to contact me. PM or email. Of course I rarely (rarely) check my email so PM me so we can squash this shit and you can't at least learn how to manage issues in the real world. Given that my previous interactions in the Cherry Thread were light-hearted enough, I do not see why two simple inquiries this day is a cause for concern. If anyone takes issue with the way I do business then my page and mailbox are always open. However, foolish issues will not be entertained.
