I think I have necrosis of the brain.I fear that I am going insane.I feel my mind derail like a train.I fall as I slip off my cane.I bash my head in again 'n' again.I can't help that I like the pain.I want my blood to drop down like rain.I watch as it flows down the drain.I know my whole life has been your bane.I surely have necrosis of the brain.